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July 9th, 2007

miss na miss

grabeh! nakakaloka! sobrang missed ko na si Fafa! kahit nag-uusap kame sa fone o nagcha-chat o nage-email, nakaka-missed pa rin. ang hirap. ambagal ng bawat segundo. yun bang gusto kong i-fast forward na lang at sana magkasama na lang kame.

pero ang iniisip ko dapat maniwala ako na this could work out. that's the first concern. mahirap talaga pero dapat pareho kameng desidido.

good luck na lang sa'min. 負けるな!頑張ります!絶対諦めない!

君の側で行きたいよ!本当に願いだ。

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July 11th, 2007

weird

i'm totally in love with my bf. i'm definitely crazy about him. his picture is my mobile phone's wallpaper, as well my desktop's. besides that, i carry his ID pic on my wallet, which he also gave to me.

i call him regularly and we do communicate at least once in 24 hours. i think about him wherever i go and i do obsessed writing poems for him. in fact, i even started reading books about Iran and support the Iranian basketball team.

anyway, having said all of these things suddenly i find myself longing to do something else. not necessarily in the romantic sense, cause that would be cheating, but i just feel that i have some unfinished business with someone else. oh well, maybe it's been finished even before that began, but still.

i feel like i need to see that person for one last time, because i know this time i don't have any feelings towards him. never happened before for the last 5 years. i wanted to hold my head up high and make him feel that it's really over. he didn't ruin my life, like he thought he did. the thing is that it makes me furious that he would think that way. that i can never get over him.

perhaps it's just a girl thing. i need to restore my lost dignity and for that to completely happen, i should go back to the person who shattered me and show him how wrong he was completely about me.  

that's the weird thing. why can't i be indifferent? after all, i already love someone else.

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July 27th, 2007

boring

sobrang boring rito sa Pinas! mamatay na yata ako. ayoko na rito.

 sana-sana nasa Japan na lang ulit ako.

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July 30th, 2007

I love team Iran

nakaka-guilty!

last Saturday, i was kinda hoping that Iran will win against the RP team on the 24th FIBA opening day event held in Tokushima Japan. RP is bracketed in the so-called "group of death" with Iran, Jordan, and China. Only 2 teams will make it to the next round and every game really counts in the single round robin elimination.

suddenly, i found myself slowly falling in love with the iranian team. I've curiously followed the games on TV from the Jones cup tournament in Taipei. The Jordanians placed 2nd in the Jones Cup tournament and the Philippines capped the bronze medal. And as everyone expected the powerhouse China to easily beat anyone in Tokushima, then I just felt a certain degree of sympathy for the Iranians.

of course, it doesn't help that 75% of the RP team is composed of players with questionable nationality. when you look at their line-up, almost everyone is born the USA except for Raymundo, Ritualo, and Hontiveros. my favorite players Mark Caguioa and JJ Helterbrand obviously have Filipino lineage, or at least East Asian on the case of the latter, but the rest of the players cannot pass as an authentic citizen if only our DFA would be doing their jobs properly.

take for example, Gabe Norwood. I don't care on whether he says that he's the grandchild of some Mrs. Villoria, cause anyone could make such a ridiculous claim. What I'm saying is, if Norwood can represent the Filipino people then "Hello there, my name is Judy Anne Baretto and I'm half-Iranian!"

another thing which doesn't endear me with the RP team is their coach Chot Reyes. i hated it when he made some fearless forecast right after the Jones cup that China, Jordan, and RP would fall into a 3-way tie of 2-1, with the Iran lagging behind with a 0-3 score. that for me, is sheer arrogance and a most effective way to put gargantuan pressure on your players. well, the result is that Iran won the game, fair and square, even if they complain otherwise.

the more i see the Iranians play, the more I seem to like them. it kinda helps that my boyfriend is Iranian himself but as a long-time basketball afficionado, i have always gone for the underdogs and the good sportsmen. i remember in the 2000 Olympics how I fawned over the Lithuanian team and on 2004 over Argentina. I just love the game of basketball and I appreciate good team plays in spite of the lack of sheer talent.

clearly, the RP team has underestimated their rival and they didn't do their homework properly. i cannot imagine how this is possible considering the amount of money poured by giant corporations on hauling a team composed of millionaires from the PBA. every time I turn on the TV, i heard the word SACRIFICE from the players, but I guess as people who aren't really Filipinos and who don't really give a damn to our country, they don't know the meaning of the word. they just throw it all around like they should be venerated as heroes just because they are training for 5 months and haven't seen their families for weeks.

i believe that real Filipinos, esp the OFWs know that what they're saying is not even closed to what we experience abroad. if one looks at the Chinese team for instance, all of them started out in the national team as teenagers, some as young as 13. they cannot see their families for years, they lost their childhood, and they are considered as government properties. unless, they make it to the NBA, they cannot really make the money our players are making.

in Japan, i was fortunate to have a student who was once playing for their national team and he said that they don't really receive anything.  they don't have any pro leagues except for the newly-established BJ league, but i'm sure that is not as prestigious as our PBA.

all i'm saying is that if we pit in real Filipinos, even if we won't be having as much talent and height, at least we can make up for our heart. it doesn't matter if we lose all of our games, what matters is that Filipinos can relate to the players and can say that it's their own team. like for the Iranians, as far as i know, all 12 of their players are pure blooded and are born in their country.  just a lesson that maybe we can learn and put to good use in the future. at least, if we let pure-Filipinos play, then they really give a damn about winning, instead of whining!!

 

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