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August 2nd, 2004

Sokob

got hooked up once again with KSokoban. I spent 3 sleepless nights solving Microban 108. Now, let us match wits and see for yourself if you can conquer this puzzle. If however, you don't the time to go through all 107 levels, then simply copy the following text file (save as .txt) on your home directory then load using your favorite Sokoban software. Enjoy! #### ##### # ### # ## # # #$ $ # #..# ##### # # # @ # $ $ # #..# ## ## ######### ##### -mG

Posted by shizukuxp at 01:45 PM in Roiters | Stalk back

静岡は、どこにで

素晴らしい それはある かなりその"TABULAS" ここの外国語で掲示するサポートは日本語に書かれる私の一番最初の記入項目である。

ある人々は私を絶望的なロマンチックの呼ぶが、私は頻繁に敗者-- hardcore 1 として自分自身を考える! 但し、それは私をどこも取る従ってそれが方法であるので事が理由のためにない起こるが、単にあるべきであることを単に受け入れることはよいことを私は推測する。

それはまだ'you によって私の哀れな中心の原因のためチャンス残知っていればwho?' をなら質問することを試みる使用でない; そして'you はsuccessors?' を知っている; 私は非常にdumbfounded 恍惚状態に残て、最近、ただの観測者に移管された。ポイントはその'NOTHING HAPPENS!' である; そして私はそれに耐えることができない。

私は私が'their' の友人を見つけたと考えるのが常であった; 今私が別の方法で考えるが会社。それはその雌犬の例また改めてであるかもしれない。

しかし私は私のポイントを作った: 明日持って来るものは何でも、私はここにいない!

私は、私突然見つけた翻訳の自分自身を推測する。

-mg

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August 5th, 2004

Itsumo

The crippling sadness looms its ugly head.. Suddenly, i found myself weeping. Felt as if my heart's going to explode from the emotional torment and all the pain i've kept inside will escape the never-ending legion of doom.

Oh, just when i thought everything will breeze smoothly for this last two months, my nerves started to falter and surrender to the call of defeat. That i somehow realize the hardship of letting go - that same ol dirty word. And accepting that some things are not really meant to be.. Despite all the troubles we've been through, it has to end somehow, and that ending is the bitter pill i have to swallow. This time.. Alone. This time, he would no longer be on my side to comfort me when i feel the down. He would no longer be there for me when the going gets tough.

He and i would simply be a long-forgotten story, not even part of some petty history. Soon, nobody would even remember that once in our lives we had something really special, that once we had both loved.. what we both spoke of..What other's can only dream of and read about..

About the love that only the two of us really love.. I hope that somewhere, somehow, sometime when i watch the stars splash on the dark blue sky on a different horizon on a different time zone, i would recognize that very same love immortalize through that very same star we're gazing upon.. God, please help me.

-mG

Posted by shizukuxp at 01:24 PM | Stalk back

August 6th, 2004

Undirk my heart

Thank God, the 2004 Olympics is on its way or would have been bored to death succumbing to the melancholy of 'waiting.' At least, I have assured myself 3 weeks of looking forward to something good that could happen.

And count me in to shout a thousand boos for the obnoxious American group and watch their DREAMS shattered by the realms of them mighty Cowboys and Yugo-babes, plus Lith-trekkers. It's gonna be more fun than F4-Gamaliel rolled in one! (Hey! That's a good rhyme!)

Last night, A.I. killed the Germans sensy on their exhibition match. But I know, Dirk will be back, chalk that up!



-mG

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August 11th, 2004

Lyrics: HANDS TO HEAVEN

Artist: Christian Bautista
Album: Christian Bautista (2004)
Song: Hands To Heaven

Very sad, indeed! Tearjerker!@

[Intro:]
As I watch you move
Across the moonlit room
There's so much tenderness in your loving
Tomorrow I must leave
The dawn knows no reprieve
God, give me strength when I am leaving

So raise your hands to heaven and pray
That we'll be back together someday

[Chorus:]
Tonight I need your sweet caress
Hold me in the darkness
Tonight you calm my restlessness
You relieve my sadness

As we move to embrace
Tears run down your face
I whisper words of love so softly
I can't believe this pain
It's driving me insane
Without your touch, life will be lonely

So raise your hands to heaven and pray
That we'll be back together someday

[Chorus:] [2x]
Tonight I need your sweet caress
Hold me in the darkness
Tonight you calm my restlessness
You relieve my sadness

[Bridge:]
Morning has come another day
I must pack my bags and say goodbye, goodbye...



[Chorus:] [2x]
Tonight I need your sweet caress
Hold me in the darkness
Tonight you calm my restlessness
You relieve my sadness


-mG

Posted by shizukuxp at 03:59 PM in Blog Picks | Stalk back

RSA=-+public key

Don't know what this is for anyway:

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-mG

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August 14th, 2004

For the 7th time: Sky of Love

This film possessed a certain charm which makes me fall every other time.

It's not just because of Ken Zhu's boyish looks, though I admit I quiver everytime I see that handsome face and hear him sing using his nasal voice. (Can't anybody tell me the theme song of this film? I would sell my soul for an mp3 copy!)

But in actuality, I'm simply in love with this movie. Not that I can relate much to the story. It's just it posed a lot of 'what ifs?' makes my brain cells burn with passion to answer.

I also can't help but think of Ken Zhu and the way he neglects and avoids he girlfriend. My stomach churns the time he ran away from her, with the girl chasing intently after him. Funny and reminds me of a lot of instances.

Not everybody can fall in love--try to be more forgiving!"

I can only think of her weaknesses!"
"You don't think of someone you don't like!"


Lastly, it made me realize one thing: that there are things which are simply destined. No matter how hard you try to set your goals, in the end, they won't really happen if they are not meant to be.

Earlier, I was in a party and with people laughing, oggling around, it dawned on me... It makes me weak and tired but it just hit me hard. I have arrived at the end of the tunnel.

No, I don't see myself for a very long time doing the same things.

It was quite a lonely dinner...

-mG

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August 16th, 2004

Just Jacee and Me tonight

So what if I'm single? I admit, it wasn't perfect but maybe just maybe I'm better for it. Anyway, it won't be long before I completely dislodge this 'singleness anxiety' from my system. It won't be long before a overhaul is undertaken.

Being single takes its toll not just on the physiological being but also bears a psychological weight. It's just like the case of being ill because your immune system is being drowned by your depression. It's tough being a single in this cruel world which of course discriminates against singles. Married people gets all the benefits in the work place: leave benefits, tax exemptions, plus cutie kids to brag off.

Of course not to mention the rudimentary fact that married folks always have someone to depend to and lean onto.

Perhaps, some might argue that I'm looking at this on a purely one-sided point of view. That being single means being the captain of your own ship, the point guard of your soul; the opportunity to enjoy every subtleties of life and culminate the pleasantries of each moment of existence.

It was not as if I overlook these things, afterall I wouldn't have mentioned them if I'm not aware; but what would I not trade of for the rare chance of being with someone I love, and loves me back. If that last phrase is impossible then so be it, afterall, I always say that loving is a one-way function.

I'm tired from the dreadful office hours, I'm heading home, drive my car... but I'm not very alone...

I guess it's just Jacee and me tonight...

Cause' Jacee and Me like to roll the windows down
Turn the radio up, push the pedal to the ground
And Jacee and Me like to gaze at starry skies
Close our eyes, pretend to fly
It's always Jacee and me tonight


-mG

P.S. Jacee is the name of my beloved car!

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August 18th, 2004

Qing Tian - One Fine Day

Album: Fantasy 4 Ever
Sung by: Ken Chu (F4)

Wo Kan Zhe Na Pian Qing Tian Yong Ni He Wo De Zuo Tian
Feng Man Man Cui Cui Gan Lian Shang De Yu Shui
Wo Zou Zai Na Pian Qiang Tian Ba Ni Zai Hao Hao Xiang
Yi Bian
Wo Shen Bian Wen Nuan De Gan Jue Mei Gai Bian
Zai Yao Yuan Zai Duo Bian Ni De Ai Yi Zhi Gen Zhe Wo
Zai Wo de Er Duo Xiao Sheng Shuo Ni Ai Wo

Ni De Xing Hai Liu Zai Tie Hui She Xin Xiang Li
Dang Shi Wo Xu Yao Yu Ji Hou Chuang Wai Kong Qi
Wo Na Zhe Ni Wo Guo De Shan Xiang Nian Ni De Shou Xin
Shi Qu Ni De Nan Guo Zhe Ci Wo Bu Hui Dai Zhe Zou
Jiu Yan Zhe Cheng Shi Zhong Wo Men Ceng Qian Shou Jing
Guo De Mei Ge Jie Tou
Na Xie Huan Xiao Na Xie Yong Bao
Rang Wo Men Zhe Fen Ai Zou Dao Na Li Dou You Yang
Guang

Wo Kan Zhe Na Pian Qing Tian Yong Ni He Wo De Zuo Tian
Feng Man Man Cui Cui Gan Lian Shang De Yu Shui
Wo Zou Zai Na Pian Qing Tian Ba Ni Zai Hao Hao Xiang
Yi Bian
Wo Shen Bian Wen Nuan De Gan Jue Mei Gai Bian
Zai Yao Yuan Zai Duo Bian Ni De Ai Yi Zhi Gen Zhe Wo
Zai Wo de Er Duo Xiao Sheng Shuo Ni Ai Wo

Ni Ai De Ka Fei Dian Lan Tian Yi Da Pian.
Jiu Hao Xiang Wo De Xiang Nian Na Xie Hong Lu Deng
Na Xie Lu Kou Hai Shi Yi Dian Mei Bian Wo Men Zen Me
Ke Yi Gai Bian

Wo Kan Zhe Na Pian Qing Tian Yong Ni He Wo De Zuo Tian
Feng Man Man Cui Cui Gan Lian Shang De Yu Shui
Wo Zou Zai Na Pian Qing Tian Ba Ni Zai Hao Hao Xiang
Yi Bian
Wo Shen Bian Wen Nuan De Gan Jue Mei Gai Bian Bu Hui
Bian

Wo Kan Zhe Na Pian Qing Tian Yong Ni He Wo De Zuo Tian
Feng Man Man Cui Cui Zou Wo Yan Di De Luo Yan
Wo Zou Zai Na Pian Qing Tian Cong Wen Ni Kao Zai Wo De
Jian
Wo Shen Bian Wen Nuan De Gan Jue Mei Gai Bian
Zai Yao Yuan Zai Duo Bian Ni De Ai Yi Zhi Gen Zhe Wo
Zai Wo De Er Duo Xiao Sheng Shuo Ni Ai Wo

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August 23rd, 2004

Arroyo for President!!

No, I wasn't a scumbag leopeard! I'm not rooting for GMA.

It's Carlos, 'my baby, will you marry me?' He's simply amazing and I can just laugh at the hapless beatings the US dream-on team received from him.

This guy is just spectacular I can just gasp at the way he played. Looks like I will have to add Puerto Rico to my list of countries I would like to visit in my life.. Hooray!

Nevertheless, don't you think I've exposed a point to ponder on my title? Carlos Arroyo fears no US giants, which is precisely a trait what we need for our country's leaders. In fact Carlos Arroyo slaughtered US dreams--again an exemplary act for our very own Arroyo, who unfortunately is nothing but an American Poodle.

So my suggestion to Filipinos: if you don't want a Christian leader in Brother Eddie then at least choose my kind of Arroyo--the mighty mite US slayer!


-mG

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August 24th, 2004

The Reason

--HOOBASTANK--

I'm not a perfect person
There's many things I wish I didn't do
But I continue learning
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you

I'm sorry that I hurt you
It's something I must live with everyday
And all the pain I put you through
I wish that I could take it all away
And be the one who catches all your tears
Thats why i need you to hear

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is You [x4]

I'm not a perfect person
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you

I've found a reason to show
A side of me you didn't know
A reason for all that I do
And the reason is you

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August 27th, 2004

What's their greatest common factor?

Look at the pictures below and tell me their gcf (defined as in the typical greatest common factor) ? Of course that they're males instead of numbers but if you think about numbers, then that's a hint!

And check out the fact that we're very World Class so to speak.


Jackie Chan: --- Nationality: Chinese---- ALam naman nating lahat?

-mG






Posted by shizukuxp at 08:34 PM in Prognosis of a shrink as a favorite post | 2 Stalked bk

August 30th, 2004

Million Miles Away

I'd love to make you mine
'Cause it's the only way to hold you
In my wild imagination
Still don't know how
To grab a chance and spend some time
In just a simple conversation

Just give it a try
Though I'm like chasing rainbows in the sky
I wanna hold you in my dreams
And make believe that it's true
Although I know, I know that it's impossible to do
'Cause you're a star
People love you as you are
You're a million miles away from me

Wished that you were here
'Cause it's illusions every time you're close to me
And sing my love songs
And it's the only way
I could tell the whole world
Although you're a million miles away

Just give it a try
Though I'm like chasing rainbows in the sky
I wanna hold you in my dreams
And make believe that it's true
Although I know, I know that it's impossible to do
'Cause you're a star
You're a star
You're a star

A Million Miles Away from Me...

(sigh: LSSSSSSSSS)

-mG

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